The rule of expectation

It was a long awaited sunday...

But when it's finally here, somehow things turned out worse than expected...

OH NOOOOO !

GOD, I've been neglecting this blog for wayyy tooo longgg! We've got billions of catching up to do! First things first. What year is it? Oh, I only missed two years of writing. So prepare for a full-on blogpost with 2011 and 2012 highlights! *drumrolllll*
Nahh, just kidding :p lucky for you, I'm not gonna bore you w details and dreadful, longggg post today hehe. Well at least...not today. But I do want to press the rewind button, just a minute or two for a start :)

In early 2011 I apparently wrote something out of habit in my notepad's cell for this blog. Later I realize it must've been my one of many ways to share and channel my overwhelming gratitude. Soo, care to a flashback? :) 

"My little kickboxer I told you about, has stepped her tiny (or judging from the size of her, her not so tiny) feet onto this world!! And it's hard to put in writing what I'm feeling right now but here goes my best. I'm overwhelmed by happiness, I feel blissful and grateful every second of every day, I feel like the room lights up when I look at that adorable face with those plump cheeks, I feel overjoyed even when I change her diapers, and I still marvel at how God put both my face and my better half's on that tiny (or again, not so tiny) face ♥♥ Alhamd she's the daughter I've been waiting for.." 

Until this day, that's still what I'm feeling. What changes is... Her ! These are the photos of her in her early months, up until month 3.

Nayra's Akikah

Nayra Sarah Dharmawan

Our little family, The Dharmawan :)

So that is SHE. The love of my life.... (and ppssstttt.. my very personal doll :) Forgive me for being such a proud mom, but don't you just wanna kidnap her, make a new birth certificate and claim her your own?? hhehehee

I've always wanted a baby girl first, cause aside from the dressing-up part I think I'm more prepared to raise a girl. I've always been somewhat girly, soo.. yeah. I like to dress nayra like I dress myself, and I loveee matching outfits! haha Nayra who was born on a Saturday, Dec 18th 2010 is now 16 months old, and she runs, dances, plays, calls everybody "mama" (cause that's the only word she's able to say.. for now), and she sure knows how to put on a show. Once she dances, she wants the world to see so she does it in front of everyone. Once she's done showing her moves to me, she goes and looks for her dad or drag my mom by the hand (who's busy cooking) to make them sit and watch her doing her thing haha.

On a friend's daughter's birthday party -
Aryaduta Hotel

Mama and Nayra

YESSSS, I can talk about her forever! But I think it's enough for a back-from-the-dead blog. See you around!
Kissessss XO